windtreeman wrote:
The way you're describing it, I think yours is at least several bajillion times worse than mine but I can kinda, sorta relate. In the morning, when the noise of everyone else getting up for school and work, wakes me up...I lay in bed, completely incapable of fathoming how they can actually bring themselves to get up. It seems like a complete impossibility. When I was a kid, I'd lay in bed for more than an hour after I'd woken up (if possible) because actually moving and committing to being awake felt so difficult. I think these symptoms were most difficult when my thyroid was very low functioning so I'd that checked out as a precaution as well.
I feel related to this. Maybe it is something in my brain not working properly right? Or perhaps I am oversensitive to the "wake up part"? Afterall, we are going from one state of mind to another, when waking up.
I can't understand how I got through my service time in the airforce, but when I was younger, I thought everyone experienced the same. At least everyone complained every morning, but I obviously had it ten times worse.
Immediately, when I wake up, I feel so bad I cannot understand how I will manage to do this again and again for many years to come. It's frustrating.