infilove wrote:
I would totally take it because i feel like my dissability or AS or what ever it falls in...the doesn't have the advantages listed here such as high IQ. I find I have trouble learning, and remembering things and I consider that the worst part of my dissability amongst the other negative things like trouble socializing.
I have discovered that I learn differently than others. Likely you are the same. I can successfully understand subjects that are in the same learning scope such as history and literature, but classes like Calculus require that I devote separate time to focus only on this subject. My brain will often have a hard time wrapping itself around complex subjects however once I truly understand it I understand it permanently and can build upon it or utilize this information in startling ways. Sometimes we have to narrow down our focus on one specific thing; even if that means focusing on it separately; also ask yourself "how much are studying"; I would study 1-2 hours a week a maintain C's and B's in college; you are probably the same, the social anxiety clouds your focus and takes away from your focus. When you are busy feeling like you don't fit into this world, it will overlap into other things in your life.
We all want to be loved, have friends and a social life; its just finding a place where we fit in. Asperger's is not classified as a disability; there is no cure and can never be a cure as the brain is wired differently. I suspect that specific regions of the brain that were set aside for things like emotions and social development in the brain of NT's are being used to process information in Aspies; it would explain Einstein using more of his brain and why Apies are often considered to be so smart. Our brains are just wired for this kind of thing. it could be something that stems back from prehistoric times where in tribes specific individuals developed thought patterns to think out of the scope of normal neanderthals; it's possible that a genetic mutation occurred that caused every so many people born to have this trait. The draw back is we have access to larger regions for data processing but smaller regions for social and emotional understanding.