Apatura wrote:
SteveK wrote:
He was a HYPOCRITE, and ILLOGICAL! He WANTED to be confusing, insulting, scary, famous, etc....
steve, I had the same thought-- that quite possibily he was acting crazy for the camera for dramatic effect. Either that or he's a bonafide madman-- his ramblings about "his children" and being like jesus were incoherent and impossible to follow. He was either totally crazy, faking it, or on drugs.
I drew a couple of conclusions from watching his video clips.
- He's obviously NOT nonverbal (it occured to me that he could be based on his lack of verbal contact with others).
- He lives in a completely alternate reality.
- College age is right around when schizophrenia or bipolar gets diagnosed - if he was so low on the spectrum that he couldn't talk to professors, etc. he'd have been diagnosed with an ASD a very long time ago.
- As I said previously, the ASD "traits" he showed could be attributable to any number of mental illnesses - AS/AU people are generally loners, but being a loner does not make you AS/AU.
My conclusion from watching the videos is that he probably had paranoid schizophrenia. It's possible that he had a comorbid personality disorder like borderline or narcissistic. He didn't just "snap" - his thinking seems to have been based in an alternative reality for a long time. His rantings don't provide any justification that WE can understand (AS, AU or NT) because NONE of us live in his alternative reality. But if we want to have any explanation for why he did what he did, we can listed to his recordings with the understanding that his grievances do not apply in our reality.