This year I celebrated a rathar major birthday and it's given me cause to think back on my past and wonder where things went wrong. I'm transgendered (MtF) and know that even back in jr. high things were different. I have always been smart, but fitting in was something else. I had my interests (model railroading, etc) that I still have to this day. College was awful, getting lost in the crowd at a major state university. I never was really diagnosed a/s but I look at things I realize that I probably, was, am, perhaps growing out of it during the past couple of years. I suffered from a major eating disorder for 12 years, got treatment but still fight it some. If there's anyone who wants to chat or send me a message, I'd really appreciate it.