This is why I gave up on explaining.
Because most people prioritizes wording, tone, or whatever.
All about "how" it was said, never what it is about.
Once upon a time, I kept complaining that I can't breathe well and I want a solution.
That this is my biggest trigger, that I'm constantly angry because I struggle to breathe and it chronically stresses me out. That I already tried everything that was already had to try, in short of something very expensive.
Instead it was taken as if it's mental illness or it's an attitudinal problem.
So when I finally got something that manages this shite after what's basically most of my life, suddenly I'm being heard and start figuring out what to do with my issues in breathing?
All because I was "calm" enough, not stressed out, not angry because of that shite of a problem I kept telling everyone about.
Taken me what, decades before being heard because of stupid, stupid prioritization of stupid fricking tones and wording and whatever shite they assumed to mean.
Instead of taking me literally, despite knowing that I'm autistic and them supposed to "knOw bEtteR"
did it really taken years for them to fricking get what it was about?? NO.
**** the nature of language itself. **** WORDS!! ! **** SPEAKING EVEN MORE!!
