kraftiekortie wrote:
I believe I can attribute that to what may be called "autistic selfishness."
I don't embrace other people as much as others. Not enough to have "role models" or "heroes."
But I've always had a basic "liking" for people.
I don't really hold with role models either. I don't see it as "autistic selfishness" though, I think I'm just strongly egalitarian, I try not to look up to anybody or to look down on them. Once or twice somebody or other has suggested that I'm some kind of a hero to them, and it just embarrasses me, and I think "don't follow me, I'm lost too." To a degree I used to see John Lennon as one, until I found out what a jerk he could be at times. Not that he was autistic. I have a fairly high regard for Temple Grandin but I'm practically a vegan, so there's a bit of animosity there. I just see something a particular person has done as admirable, without extending my admiration to the whole person.