What is the worst thing you have ever done??????

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George Carlin, "And i don't have pet peeves, i have major psychotic f****n' hatreds."

Personally the worst thing i ever did was while a little drunk, i was having a discussion about the nature of the universe, about entropy and the evolutionary purpose of death, and at one point i said, "You're wrong, you're wrong, you're wrong, and i'm right." I've only ever done anything like this once, and it torments me to this day.

Makes me want to cut open my hands and arms with razorblades. Slit my fingers on palm side and backside lengthwise, and bleed away the pain. Luckily, im a p**** and it is a hell of a lot easier, and less damaging to hit myself with a hammer. Causes a nice, throbbing dull pain. No marks, and it is a lot easier to commit to the action. Sharp pain is too intense to inflict on myself.

Told the only girl who has ever loved me I wouldn't have kids with her. She never looked at me the same. Her face always lit up when she saw me. From then on, all I got was a look of disappointment. She lost all interest in me, and I ended up having to dump her (gotta love how girls do that, make you do their dirty work).

Then I did something even worse... when she asked if we could still be friends, I said no. Then I walked out of her life forever. Because I was too in love with her to be her friend, as much as I feared losing her, I was mor afraid of bringing life to a child who had a good chance of being just like me.

Now... looking back, I'd do it. I'd pray that my children didnt inherit my traits. But I'd do it. Problem is, because I'm socially inept, I have no idea how to tell her this (even though I'm sure its too late now). When I have something to say, I tend to just blurt it out... It never comes out as intended, its always at the worst time possible.

Oh now nice it would be just to be able to say whats on my mind -- I dont understand why thats so hard for me.

When I was in second grade I physically injured one of the few people who I got along with becasue I found out some stuff about her that I didn't like.

She was standing by herself on the play ground one day at recess. I charged into her running full tilt.

You need serious help. I think you should see someone about it.

Aged 4: Punched a girl in the face and gave her a nosebleed
Aged 6: Karate kicked my friend in the face and gave him a black eye. My dad had told me not to take any crap from this kid, and I took it too literally.
Aged 12: Bullied a kid at school (but not physically - not really). We used to watch videos most French lessons, and I'd sit at the back with another kid and just throw paper at this kid all lesson long. I'd fallen out with this kid after he called me stupid. We almost made up a few years later. I hope the guy has forgotten me by now.
Aged 19: Phoned up my friend's girlfriend, withheld my number, and just played death metal music down the phone at her. I did this maybe six times. Still, she probably thought it was just some loser kid, which wouldn't have been far off.
Aged 19: Urinated off a second floor balcony while drunk.
Aged 19: Borrowed some lecture notes off a guy on my university course and held on to them for about a month and a half because I couldn't be bothered to copy them up, I hadn't discovered the library photocopier yet, I couldn't be bothered to attend any lectures, and the guy didn't know where I lived. This still gnaws at me today.
Aged 20: Emailed an ex-housemate to call him an a***hole for holding onto my deposit money. I still think he acted like an a***hole, but I shouldn't have sent the email.

And some other things I would rather forget.

Last edited by Klytus on 26 Jan 2006, 6:01 pm, edited 1 time in total.

Nomaken, obviously I cannot know how you feel, and I might not be any help here, but it doesn't sound to me like you did a bad thing.

Are "Tails" and "LeonSKennedy827" related ? they look so similar.

And by the way the worst thing that I have ever done is rip up my certificates when I was in a mood. But I only ripped up the ones I didn't like.

Superdan

When I was 5 or 6 I asked this friend in kindergarten if I could borrow his toy binoculars from a McDonalds happy meal. I never gave them back despite his constant rants about how rude I was, because I was so obsessed with them. He never saw them again.

When I was 8, I threw a stick at this kid who was riding my bike around in my driveway. He got up and walked home, wimpering

And a year ago, I had to serve an afterschool detention (for slacking off in class.) only problem was I never told my mom directly or by telephone. I emailed her. But I guess she didn't check. When I got out of the 15 or 30 minute detention to get a lift, she was clearly aggravated. But so was I. She asked me how much I would like it if she didn't give me a ride and just left me to stand out there, I replied with "Then I would have to kill you"

That conversation ended abruptly.

Oh, and one more: One time when I kept getting beaten in a multiplayer video game, I got so aggravated that I threatened to do horrible things to somebody in the server who was, allegedly, 12 years old (I can't specifically mention what threats I made since this isn't the Mature Discussion board). So then I got banned from the server. I was still mad, so I entered 3 or 4 other servers, threatened to do the same horrible things to people's children in all of them, and got banned in all of them, too.

worst thing is...
well, i'd have to kill you if you knew.
it wasn't physically injuring someone, but hurting people in relationships and making a complete fool of myself in my vulnerability.

The good thing is, what helped me, is once you have a more accurate perspective in life, replay the entire shameful drama in your mind, and then you may realize that it wasn't as horrific as you originally thought.

I don't think I've ever done anything really bad.

I have had people taunt me, hit me, yell at me, exploit me, steal from me, lie to me, etc. just because it made them feel better and more popular in school, though.

The worst I've done is talk back to someone who was bullying me, that's it. I think.

Hey, I heard about that on the news!
Wow, I never knew there was such thing as illegal fireworks in US.

6 yrs old- I was a little rascal when I was 6.
I loved throwing things. I threw a fairly large rock and 'accidentally' hit a car. The guy came out and yelled insults at me.
Also, I was chucking ice and checking to see how far it could go.
When I finally decided to throw the ice at an angle (45 deg), it went far.
I continued to throw ice at the playground untill I hit someones lip.
Yes there was blood, and I felt no remorse.

14- I did try marijuanna and no I did not learn any lesson.
My friends tried this "devils" trumpet plant
(also known as Jimsonweed or Datura stramonium)
out in the forest I thought of this great equation [f(h+x)-f(x)]/h (Newton invented it)
while one of my friends went insane.
Later that night, I helped call for an emergancy vehicle and thats when I learned what this plant was. My friend did not respect the paramedics at all and eventually went unconscious in the vehicle, he did what is called the "funky chicken" and started shaking.
2 other friends also went to the hospital earlier from eating Jimson weed.
About 14 people in total ate this plant and the only ones that showed no "symptoms"
(ie did NOT go to the hospital)
had marijuana. Makes you wonder eh?

17- At a grad party I toked alot of marijuana and drank a little bit.
At the time I thought, why should personal space matter?
What is it that prevents us from touching other people if no physical harm comes out of it?
The good news is no fights happened. And none of the ladies that I engaged in this
'physical' discussion really cared in the end.
If you were there and did care, please PM me and I sincerely apollogize.

I know exactly what it is that causes people to be afraid to touch when no harm comes from it. Most of the touching that I received was either to harm me or "correct" me. It was painful. That's all it takes.

Jimson weed, "datura", has a substance in it that acts against acetylcholine, which is a neurotransmitter that the brain desparately needs to keep in balance. Too much of it causes the heart to beat itself to death, and too little shuts things down. Perhaps THC, which is a neurotransmitter analogue, has some kind of protective or leveling effect. It would not be surprising in the least. Maybe this is the normal mechanism for brain function, a certain level of THC type neurotransmitter maintained in the brain by diet and lifestyle. It may account for a large part of the unnatural aggression found in so many humans. I have personally seen that this aggression disappears when people smoke marijuana.

<sorry, this was more appropriate for the marijuana thread>