persian85033 wrote:
Talking about sleeping, anyone here unable to go to sleep staying still? In order to sleep, I must 'rock' myself to sleep. Moving my feet, legs, arms back and forth, just...feeling the bed move?
I have that problem with staying still, as well. Even when I am practically feeling motionless or have no energy, I always rocking my body and especially my head when falling asleep.
I also have big time problems with my brain keeping me from falling asleep. My brain is always thinking or active when I sleep. I can be having these flashbacks or things that make me talk to them in order for me to shut them up, so i can sleep. I can not just tell them to go away or then they would haunt me even more, so for instance, if they were nagging me about my looks, I would tell them things that would not only show that I disagree with them, but I would say something that would shut them up for good, relating to what they are telling me. My brain can be remembering pleasant times and I can be reliving those things, even though I am trying to sleep. I do a lot of studying and even though I am trying to go to sleep, my brain starts having me study, where I am thinking about what In was studying and my brain would "quiz" me. I would not be able to fall asleep until i either get the right answer, or my brains just quits(which can take a while). Sometimes it is so bad, i just get up, give up sleeping, and just go to my computer or books and get the answer. Actually this sleep distraction can happen with other things as well where I just give up on sleeping.
But what has been helping lately is that I have keeping my self so busy, with doing a lot of physical things and mental things, that when it time for bed, my brain is so tired that it would fall asleep within 10 minutes or less. Since I am always needing both physical and mental stimulation as part of my sensory issues, doing things throughout the day that give me both help very well. Unfortunately on days that I do not get any of them, this is where I have the problem with falling asleep and feeling like crap. Since I am now going to back to college and studying(mental stimulation) and taking the city bus, walking to the bus stop, walking to class, playing nintendo Wii, bouncing on my sensory ball listening to music and other physical things(physical stimulation), I now have the "formula" that would help with this problem. Not only that, but it also helps with my moods and my mental, emotional, and psychological well being, as well.