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17 Nov 2009, 2:56 pm
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17 Nov 2009, 3:06 pm
18 Nov 2009, 8:13 am
MJackson wrote:
I'm sorry being yourself doesn't help at all. and i know what you mean about being around the people u dont like. I am myself and I have no friends and people ignore my messages.I'm going to kills myself at 25 if things dont change. I am 18 now, but I will commit suicide or have someone kill me if things dont change.
People in my class get better grades than me because they kiss ass and have better social skills.
Me,
I dont do that and I dont plat "the game", but I work harder than them and stay up from 1 am till its time to go to school working on my homework. and anytime its something subjective, the teachers grade me down even when I do good.
Me being smart gets me nowhere in life. People have to learn to manipulate and all that stuff. Its stupid, im not willing on doing it, so im just gonna die.
You can do it if u like, but u said when you "act normal" u dont like the people you're around.
well you have 3 choices
1. Be a manipulative a**hole and learn good social skills
2. Live life miserable
3. Or die
Thats all i gotta say
People in my class get better grades than me because they kiss ass and have better social skills.
Me,
I dont do that and I dont plat "the game", but I work harder than them and stay up from 1 am till its time to go to school working on my homework. and anytime its something subjective, the teachers grade me down even when I do good.
Me being smart gets me nowhere in life. People have to learn to manipulate and all that stuff. Its stupid, im not willing on doing it, so im just gonna die.
You can do it if u like, but u said when you "act normal" u dont like the people you're around.
well you have 3 choices
1. Be a manipulative a**hole and learn good social skills
2. Live life miserable
3. Or die
Thats all i gotta say
Thats funny cos im 25 and nothing's really happened for me. I made a similar promise to myself (if things dont get better ill do myself in), but my target age was 26. Less than a year to go now
But it could just be my thoughts getting in the way. I feel inferior whenever im with other people. Ive been told for 10 years that somethings wrong with me and i cant get that out of my head. But i suppose you can kill the voice that tells you that with something. Drugs? Drugs as in anti-depressants. better add that!! !
I remember hearing someone talking to a friend of mine about some girl he was interested in but he was feeling too shy. "just be yourself" my friend said. And i remember thinking... well if hes naturally shy then being himself isnt gonna help now is it! Hes gonna have to act anyway. We all do it, just if you have AS you dont remember why you were acting and sometimes you're not even aware of doing it, thats why so many of us have no idea who we are anymore.
