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PunkyKat
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28 Apr 2010, 9:34 pm

Sort of. Jessica is my given name and I was bullied and emotionaly abused as a child. The name people called me when they were abusing me was Jessica. Jessica is the "bad" me. When people are mean to me or something bad happens, I detach myself and let the bad happen to "Jessica". My family simply does not understand why I need to change my name legally to Kalahari. Kalahari is the "good" me and no one can mess with Kalahari. I've heard multiple personality disorder often arisses from intense emotional tramua and I wonder if I could have it but I can usualy remember what happens to "Jessica".



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28 Apr 2010, 10:41 pm

Yes, I seem to have two different personalities as well, that have similar functions.

One is bold and handles new and bad experiences and is more of a protector. The other one is who I really am.

I always thought this is my public face and the other one is my private face. Maybe this is not what you were talking about Bully. :?:

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28 Apr 2010, 11:04 pm

brandon tried to kill himself and the next minute im getting out of the tub going to work. it was like someone flipped a switch and brandon was never seen again



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29 Apr 2010, 8:23 am

I know what's going on the whole time. It's not like someone flip a switch like with you.

I know what it is like to blackout and then wake up and find yourself pouring hot coffee on to a plate and it's splashing all over Hell.

That happened to me when some quack doctor mixed two wrong medications.

That can be very frighting especially when you find yourself outside in your underwear in the middle of the night.