Since I was a kid I feel I was different, but despite all the differences you already know, inside of my mind I always thought I would change the world.
I mean, contributing with some breakthrough, and I always thought about something on psychology \ human more than science though I'm an engineer.
I always thought it was a result of my problems facing the world (due to AS), plus my religious education.
I was recently diagnosed, and now I wonder if it's a AS thing, since everyone knows most of the guys who changed the world are *suspected* of having AS.
My rational mind knows it does not make any sense, but inside of me it's like a voice telling me the contrary.
I know it is ridiculous. And don't expect anything brilliant from me

YES, OH YES!! ! I can sooo relate. The world seems so mean and so cruel. I wish there was a "magic bullet" answer to fixing everything - one simple elegant concept that kinda makes sense to fix everything. Unfortunately there is no magic bullet. I like to think of a peaceful world where everyone treats each other right, but I just don't think its possible. Human nature...