03 Jul 2010, 2:09 am
life confuses me
i have so many ideas and thoughts in my head that they all jumble together.
i probably couldn't even make my case very coherent or as effect as it could have been in previous posts. I probably even confused some things and used poor or incorrect examples.
i'm really terrible at explaining my thoughts in ways that make sense 
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03 Jul 2010, 2:40 am
nick007
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03 Jul 2010, 3:21 am
Seanmw wrote:
life confuses me
i have so many ideas and thoughts in my head that they all jumble together.
i probably couldn't even make my case very coherent or as effect as it could have been in previous posts. I probably even confused some things and used poor or incorrect examples.
i'm really terrible at explaining my thoughts in ways that make sense ...
i have so many ideas and thoughts in my head that they all jumble together.
i probably couldn't even make my case very coherent or as effect as it could have been in previous posts. I probably even confused some things and used poor or incorrect examples.
i'm really terrible at explaining my thoughts in ways that make sense
...I'll have to reread your post here latter but it is interesting. I have problems explaining myself to a lot. It takes me a while to type post out cuz 1ce I start trying to type; my thoughts are several sentences ahead & I forgot the 1st few.
Danielismyname wrote:
I'm pretty humble and simple, so I don't need anything all that flash to be happy.
Same here. I had a bit of money saved up that I spent a month or so ago on a new computer but except for that; I don't spend much money on personal stuff usually. I spend most of my time online listening to music, watching vids, posting or looking up useless info ect. That debt I have is a fixed rate of 4% for the life of the balance & the minimum payment is like $70-$80 so I can manage that rite now. 1ce I have a bit of money saved up; I'll start trying to pay more again.
It really ticks me off thou cuz I had the state Medicaid but no doc in my area accepted it. I had health insurance from work but after I was forced out; I continued it under COBRA for 18 months till it ran out last year & I could not get private health insurance because of preexisting conditions. It cost me $300 a month to continue it. After being unemployed for 6 months I got another job but I did not feel safe doing certain things cuz of tremors so I started seeing a doc & the 1st med made me feel like I was having a stroke. I lost the job after being out for two weeks. If I would of just quit that job instead of seeing a doc or if I would not had that job at all; I would of been much better off. I wanted to work thou cuz work was good for me. I needed to get out of the house & have something to do & be around other people sometimes. Plus it felt like I was accomplishing something & moving forward in life instead of being stagnant.
& my family accuses me of being lazy & not wanting to work. I HATE the social stigma & I'm tired of people complaining about how I need to change my attitude. What do they expect
03 Jul 2010, 4:24 am
