I must be...
I....
I don't know....
I'm totally lost on this one
I mean I get Ferdinand's point, but maybe I'm just too damned old to remember this...
I had a girlfriend when I was fifteen. Wow. That's all I can say, It didn't last long and it really SUCKED when she moved away. I found her on Facebook not too long ago. Whatever those feelings were I had then, didn't come back. Don't put too much stock in those yearnings you feel at your age Ferdinand. Those feelings don't last. One day you'll look back and won't be able to remember what all the fuss was about. Relationships are all about LOTS of work. The real thing's got nothing to do with magic man. That crap is fleeting and doesn't hold a long term relationship together. The real thing is not romantic the way movies, TV and songs make it out to be. That stuff isn't real. The real thing is far better, but a lot more work. And you aren't old enough yet for it, so just relax and enjoy your freedom for now. Cause if you have any inklings of becoming a parent at any time, the day you do, life as you know it will end for good. I'm not saying that's a bad thing. What comes after is wonderful, but it's also a ton of work, worries, scary stuff, and a life on the rasor's edge. The rewards are fantastic, but the sacrifices are equally great.
Take your time man. Don't be in any rush for it. Find something else to think about for now. "Yeah, like WHAT he says..." I don't know man! I went through it too, and hated every minute of it. All I can say is time will pass. Faster than you know. You'll get through it.
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I'm not likely to be around much longer. As before when I first signed up here years ago, I'm finding that after a long hiatus, and after only a few days back on here, I'm spending way too much time here again already. So I'm requesting my account be locked, banned or whatever. It's just time. Until then, well, I dunno...