Callista wrote:
The ironic thing is that being accused of being "a writer looking for publicity" isn't just off-base because I'm not looking for publicity; it's because I'm not looking to be a professional writer. I just couldn't do it, executive-function wise--I'd starve to death from not being able to organize myself well enough to put out enough material to survive on! I'm going to be an engineer, not a writer. And publicity... well, it's useful to get the message out there, but I don't care if my name's attached. Would prefer, actually, that it wasn't. But NTs need names and faces with their facts, bless 'em. Always looking for the personal connection...
I completely agree with you on the stress factor with being a writer vs engineer. Don't expect anyone out there to understand. When it comes to doing anything under pressure a linear project is at least possible where as art, creativity is ruined if there is pressure. I protect my writing like a special toy so it continues to stay beautiful. Not sure why the world tries to exploit everything it has the privilege to experience. I appreciate you letting it happen to further the 'cause' because it would horrify me if I had to listen to the 'public's' judgment of me based on a small amount of information. They don't know you, we don't know you, and it pisses me off when someone assumes they know enough to spit out their opinion.
I appreciate your bravery. I have no idea why you would want to do it and rest assured the general public has attention spans of a dog on a walk. A dog will either stop and wag its tail or piss a little and move on.
take care, you are awesome ((and I think you are brilliant and have read your blog since I read one of your responses here...don't stop all the things you do))