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What exact life experiences triggered the change in behavior? You're making it seem like there were some specific events.
Maybe it would help if you could identify and reflect on that. Then try to figure out how that relates to your change in response/coping mechanisms.

Realize one thing; there are people who (without realizing) obtain satisfaction (~ addiction) from bitter or negative thoughts that can be described as self-destructive on many levels.
Those people find it very difficult to pull themselves out of that state and can be bitter for their whole lives...

I pushed my mum hard this morning.

God I really need help my dad hates me as well. i got so much agression inside of me that it is repelling people. this just are not working out for me.

Then get help. Somehow.

At this point, if you tell your parents that, they will probably be more than willing to get you help because you are admitting that your behavior is *unacceptable*, even to you.

The fact that you know that this isn't "working" for you speaks volumes. I agree that you need help in person--more than anyone on this forum can offer, though we will still be here for you as much as possible.

Take care, and let us know what happens. You are not a bad person. Don't ever think you are.