Joined: 17 Apr 2011 Age: 33 Gender: Female Posts: 2,735 Location: the old country
30 Apr 2011, 5:38 am
i was blank faced for most of my childhood then i started trying to make facial expressions to appease others. i hate it. when i used to laugh people used to comment because they'd know they said something really funny. now i laugh at everything whether i find it funny or not just so i don't hurt peoples feelings. i feel so fake. most of my facial expressions are manufactured. if i have a blank face people start making coments on how freaked or sad i look. i also seem to make the wrong expressions at times, or feel like they are exaggerated when in actual fact they are minimal and they don't shift easily. too much effort.