nemorosa wrote:
I do know that I don't identify with anyone at all, so that allthough I don't feel lonely in the sense of needing company, I feel lonely in that I'll always be an outsider.
This.
I also feel like I do not have an identity. My psychologist tells me that I think about (and often become distressed that I can't resolve) a lot of things that most people wouldn't even think to think about. Perhaps "what is my identity?" is one of those unsolvable, can't quite grasp, questions.