My self awareness was very very poor when I first started looking into AS. The more ive discovered about AS however the more I realise that it isnt normal for instance to constantly grind my teeth or to compulsively hair pull until you have a bald patch. Thus my AQ went from 143 to 160! Questions like "Enjoy spinning objects?" would receive a no from me until christmas came round and I found myself drawn inexorably to the lights. Now I recall that every christmas I look up in wonder at the lights. The more I submit to self doubt and analysis the nmore I remember things like talking to mysel fof rhours and being content to do this in lieu of actual conversations and constructing vadst elaborate battlesvapes with my toys.
29 Dec 2013, 11:11 pm
