I struggle feeling emotions, of love, excitement, sadness, anger, etc especially in relationships with people. when i am able to though, those feelings are always really over eccentric and blown out of the waters, and end up resulting in melt downs. I cant express my feelings most of the time, i dont always know what im feeling either. So i react badly and cause negative trouble. It can be confusing. It can be good to hear if others experience the same, then you dont struggle so much and inwardly attack yourself
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I?ll follow thee and make a heaven of hell,
To die upon the hand I love so well