Day Three
Slept better last night. Worked 14 hours and got a lot of good work done, without experiencing any crash like yesterday. In fact I've been measuring my productivity obsessively using a timer/stopwatch for over a month and recording it daily in a spreadsheet. The last three days since taking Adderall XR have been the most productive in my spreadsheet, easily surpassing what I would normally accomplish in a week.
I've also noticed I'm feeling a bit more competitive, as if I'm now more aware of how others around me are performing and feeling a desire to keep up or surpass them. It's been many years since I felt such a sense of competitiveness and I'm not sure why it's suddenly come back, I guess I just feel less immersed in myself now. Socially I'm still seeing the same improvements, more chatty, but it hasn't helped other things like my aversion to eye contact or obsessive thoughts. Overall I'm extremely happy to be on this medication and I regret not knowing about it before!