ocdgirl123 wrote:
I am about the only one on wrong planet who likes the labels.I like them because they give you a general idea how "autistic" a person is, though I don't think they should be used as a black and white think. I'm not sure, I have the meltdowns at the lowest functioning level, however, I am high functioning on every other level. So because there is only one thing that makes me low functioning, I'd say I'm high functioning because I would be able to pass as NT very easily without the meltdowns.
I like them because each type has a category even though some people may have symptoms all over the board.
But I think if you don't require support for self care, can communicate through speech and have self awareness (though that might be a little bit of a generalisation) then you are high functioning.
I'm high functioning because I seem to have average language and self-care skills though I struggle with sentence arrangement and get behind in hygiene, feeding myself or keeping my living space clean or even knowing when I need to buy more groceries, because I get so caught up in my own interests, or dedicate most of my time to just one or two things.
My shut downs, usually following a severe meltdown can slow my mentally processing down as well as my ability to move.
When I get upset I get depressed and just stop. I won't even get up to feed myself. Even when the hypoglycaemia kicks in.
It's probably worse because I have epilepsy as well which can really slow me down.
My sensory issues are severe too. I always need to have ear plugs and sunglasses when I go outdoors. And now a hat for my sensitive skin in the sun.
People take my self awareness and intelligence as someone who is very high functioning. And because medication helps me talk to people and with my sensory issues people think I'm always doing great.
Even though I live away from home I still don't get things right away. I still get lost around my street and I've been living here for four months. I still panic and have meltdowns when I have to do things on my own that I have no clue how to do. I still get upset when something disrupts my routine or people say they'll do something and don't do it.
Even though I live semi-independently I don't feel high functioning.