OJani wrote:
Hi BicyclingGuitarist, good to hear you riding again! (I get a bit dizzy...)
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I learned to ride the bike at around the age of 4. My little bike had training wheels too, attached to the rear axle. I remember clearly when they were removed and I could ride freely on two wheels the first time. Since then, I always liked to cycle. I know I'm a bit clumsy so it takes more time to me to learn more difficult rides like doing xc downhill trails.
I think difficulties with riding the bike might also stem from insufficient functioning of the vestibular system (neurological and physiological), not only clumsiness. I have two left legs virtually, so I can hardly dance, skate, ski, kick a ball.
Hi OJani and thanks.
I don't remember whether or not I ever had training wheels. I've heard those actually hinder learning how to ride a bike properly, because they prevent one from learning how to balance the bike oneself instead of having the wheels do it. Turning is more difficult with such wheels too since one can't tilt or lean the bicycle as needed.
I used to ride a bicycle in tight circles for hours on the concrete back patio of the house I grew up in. The going in circles things should have been a clue to autistic traits, but of course in the early 1960s high-functioning autism was not recognized in the USA as a diagnosis. I am only graceful on a bicycle with a guitar. Off the bicycle I walk funny, can't dance, can't catch or throw a ball, and I am generally clumsy
As for other autistic traits, I talk funny too. People from my home town sometimes assumed I was from elsewhere because of how I sounded. When younger, I spoke much more in a monotone like a robot, and would drone on endlessly about my favorite subjects if they ever came up in conversation (or if I thought they did or should!) I have also apparently never been able to read social cues such as facial expression or body language. It still freaks me out that according to most sources that is how most (some say 90%) of a message is conveyed to other people in face to face communication. If that number is true, I may be missing 90% of what people are trying to tell me, and they of course would be freaked out subconsciously by someone who doesn't react to their automatic signals the way most other people do.
While the social issues are bad and have caused much misery in my life, my sensory issues have caused extreme physical torment my entire life. Everything is "too intense." I love that new "intense world" theory of autism that I recently learned about from this very web site! It explains so much about my physical and mental experiences. When riding the guitar while playing the bicycle (yes, I said that right) my mind is on the music instead of racing a hundred directions at once, and my body seems to go on autopilot keeping the bike balanced so I am less aware of sensory issues. It is the only peace I have found in this life so far, but it is getting more and more difficult to ride the older I get. I have some arthritis in my right hip, and have to take an anti-inflammatory regularly to avoid chronic pain of muscles, bones and joints, plus I just don't seem to have as much energy as I used to, plus worst of all, I am so tired of having lived so long with all this pain and loneliness, and it is very discouraging that medical science can not as yet nor in the immediate foreseeable future do anything to fix the issues that plague me.
I wonder sometimes if they did find a "cure", would that take away the gifts I have received from my autism too: the focus, the incredible memory for facts, the immense vocabulary, and apparently higher reasoning power than many people, and (most importantly to me) my songwriting talents? I also wonder what it would be like to suddenly be able to read that 90% of meaning I have allegedly been not receiving from other people all my life. What's it like? I could sure do with some relief from the sensory issues though. That alone might be worth losing everything else for.
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"When you ride over sharps, you get flats!"--The Bicycling Guitarist, May 13, 2008