Atomsk wrote:
Ooh, I remember one autopilot moment in specific.
This was at a band practice - one moment I'm talking with our keyboardist and our sax player, then I start walking over by my amp, only to realize I had a sheet of paper in my hand (it was a tentative set list for our next gig), and I had no memory at all of it being handed to me. Just exclaimed "how the @#$% did this get here?" Turns out it had been early on in that conversation.
I think I was focusing so hard on the conversation I didn't realize I had the thing handed to me, rather than it being autopilot. I suppose it could be me autopiloting musical conversation (music is a heavy obsession/special interest of mine, as you've probably guessed), or rather, at the least, an example of autistic intense focus on something causing me to not notice a major, involved physical event like being handed a piece of paper and accepting it.
That happens to me quite a bit. I'll be talking to a family member and look down and realize I'm holding something and have to say "Why is this in my hand?" Usually someone asked me to throw something away, or put it back where it belongs and I'm so distracted by what is going on around me, I automatically grab whatever they're talking about without even realizing it. I also have a problem when asking someone a question, where between my asking and their answering, something distracts me and I don't register their response at all. Really annoying when I have to ask the same person something 3 times just so I can actually hear what they are telling me. And sometimes when I'm standing in the living room, I'll be staring at the TV, usually at a commercial, and someone will make a comment about what is happening in the commercial and I'll realize that even though I was staring at the TV the entire time, I don't have the slightest idea what actually happened on the screen.
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Your Aspie score: 181 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 40 of 200
You are very likely an Aspie
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