hiding in a hole?

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Yes, I feel like hiding from the world quite a bit, especially when I'm depressed and frustrated. I've always wished that I had the resources to be a total recluse if I wanted to. Either I wouldn't work, or I'd have some type of job where I was working by myself ALL the time and I didn't have to see anybody unless I felt like it.

I could stay home all day if I wanted to and I could pursue my interests and educate myself at my leisure. Sounds like heaven to me.

I live on a hippie commune, 800 acres of it. I find "the woods" are pretty overrated - poison ivy, ticks & snakes. But I know "the hole." I have a crummy room, it's a little corridor w/ a bed at the end and there is one thing I like about my migraines - at the very end, lots of warm blankets, cold rag over my forehead, total darkness, total silence, & I start to feel OK, I just lie there in the calm & think, this is great.

I want a bomb shelter, like the Diefenbunker, all to myself.