25 Nov 2006, 8:52 pm
The whole reason I won't go to my doctor anymore is because he called me a "neuropsych case" last time I went. He didn't tell me directly, but he stormed out of the room and yelled at his nurse I was... :/ He didn't even tell me I could leave...lol After 5 minutes, I opened the door and asked if we were done. 
I figured out later the dizzy spells and nausia I get are from anxiety, so now I know I'm not sick... If he had told me that, it would have been alot easier.
Generally, I don't know when I'm really sick. My "sick" alarm sensor seems perpetually tripped even if I am or not. When I throw up or something I might realize and be like "Oh! I have the flu!" Also, when I truly am in danger, I don't seem to notice. I've freaked my parents by trying to go outside during a tornado or walking really close to moving cars. Real danger doesn't seem to affect me, just the imaginary kind. It's not like I'm fearless or anything. It's just the fact that I might actually die doesn't seem to bother me.
