PTSmorrow wrote:
Only one in the bathroom and a small shaving mirror. I don't like mirrors because it scares me to see my face unexpectedly. Not as though it would look scary per se, but normally i am not really aware how i look from outside since i'm always inside my head and body. Hence my reaction is about "Oh, that's me--really? Or is it just a lookalike?" That's like a sudden shift in perspective; i'm inside myself so how can i be outside at the same time? I know what i look like from pictures and what i expect to see in the mirror is the image in my driver's license, not a living and moving person.
Yes, this exactly! You put down in words how I feel about this issue far better than I could.
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