blackcat wrote:
scary movies never bother me. i can sit through them all and laugh while my friends are squirming in agony. NOTHING bothers me. nothing,that is,except friggen CANDYMAN!! ! i cant even say his name(typing dosent count right?...RIGHT?!) I saw that movie when i was 4 and i'm STILL having nightmares!! ! this may also explain my fear of bees now that i think about it...For those of u who dont know its about some black guy(way, way back in the day)who was in love with a white woman and got caugh. they beat him, tied him up, cut off his hand, and covered him in killer bees. he died, came back, put a hook where his hand would have been and started killing people...very gory. he often declares in his deep, deep voice(deep voices bother me anyway, although i usually cant under stand them...)"Be...my...vicktom!"
I had MAJOR issues when I was a child. I was young at the time and couldn't sleep so I went downstairs where my brother was watching one of the old Dr Who episodes. Man, I have no idea why, but Dr Who was fighting off a strange small green alien with a shiny silver garden trowel. It sounds so weird to say it now, I don't know why, but I was SO afraid of that green alien thing. I think it made a weird sound which I particularly disliked. Anyway, I didn't sleep well for YEARS. I actually went and slept in my parents room when I couldn't sleep on my own, which was basically all the time from then on. I would only sleep with the door open, and I would be absolutely transfixed on watching the hallway, where the stairs are, so that I could see if the alien was approaching. I could not turn my back, I could not relax. The light would be on, and I would fall asleep with my eyes open. Absolutely terrible.
I had the same problem with another image of a monster I saw a few years later, something about a blood-sucking creature from out of space which would leave the blood-drained animal where it was killed, with two marks in the neck where the teeth had gone in.
The main problem was that ANY sound I heard (and I heard EVERYTHING) I would recognise as being the sound of the monster creeping up on me. So if the stairs made a slight sound (just through normal change in temperature and whatever) I would get real anxious and just listen even more carefully. Vicious cycle ... I had forgotten all about this actually...
How did it stop? -- weird actually -- I started to listen to talk radio at night (I mean, I would be awake anyway), and gradually I became desensitized I guess.
The other random breakthrough was when one night a big storm happened, thunder and lightning all over the place, and I happened to be listening to some band (something akin to Linkin' Park or System Of A Down) at the same time, and actually I was really glad to be alive and to see such a wonderful thing, and it went with the music and just made me really... confident and just like 'huh yeah monsters f*** you!' kinda thing. Odd, but there ya go.
These days I actually quite like being frightened by a scary movie.. so... random...