I often find people at least slightly unnerving to be around. When they get noisy (groups of girls, usually) or overcrowd me then I tend to feel anxious, although not directly afraid. You could say I have a mild phobia of men, though not enough of one to count as entirely relevant.
I saw a blog comment by someone called Bill Nason once, which I thought made an intelligent point regarding autism and anxiety:
Bill Nason wrote:
In my experience, the nervous system accumulates stress chemicals throughout the day. Research has shown that the nervous system, in general, for individual’s with autism is on “high alert”, as compared to NT people. This means, that even in a relaxed state, the nervous system has a higher level of stress chemicals. We all have a boiling point, whereby once the stress chemicals build to that point, coping skills break down and the nervous is set into “fight or flight” response. The nervous system has to act to release the stress chemicals. This will occur in the form of meltdowns or shutdowns (nervous system shuts down to minimize stimulation so it can rebound).
Also, does anyone else find that the more anxious they are, the lower functioning they tend to feel?
I've spaced out totally on a few occasions, this was way before I knew anything about AS.. I thought I was just shy and depressed and had some sort of panic attack. Yep, it's usually a neverending circle of "emptiness" in my head and thinking about not fitting in. I try to shake it off without success and the only solution is to get away from the situation and be alone to recover.
After that happened a couple of times I thought to myself something like; damn.. you act like an autistic! That was one more clue.. Is this something others experience too? Or could it be drug-related? Bah sorry for crappy english btw.