Sanctus wrote:
I'm living in a dorm right now. It's usually rather quiet, at least there's no loud music or party at night most of the time. However, I am often distressed by "normal" everyday noises right now. I startle everytime someone slams a door or coughs. The walls are pretty thin so you hear everything. Right now my neighbour - who is usually rather quiet and considerate - has a friend visiting and they seem to be pretty drunk, screaming and laughing like crazy, and it's really distressing to me right now. "Human" noise is usually kind of threatening and intimidating to me, even when it's something "harmless" like laughter or talking. I want to run away right now, outside, in a quiet forest and just sit in perfect silence for a while. Pretty weird considering that I don't usually overload in some much louder environments, like in a disco or when there's loud machines running.
It has seemed to me that it's not the intensity of the sound that is necessarily my problem with noise also. I can spend a day at the shooting range with 20 people shooting every type of handgun and rifle around me and be in a perfect state of relaxation. Put me in a college class with creaking chairs and I can't function at all. I had to drop a class because of the chairs. With the creaking chairs I get this feeling in my head that I can't describe other than it feels like itching and there's nothing I can do about it. There's nothing I can do about it other than leave or focus 100% of my attention on not exploding and starting to smash those sh***y little school desk. In the mean time gunfire is relaxing. Go figure.