Do either of your parents try to pretend you're not autistic

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Or having refusing to have me tested for autism, going against the recommendation of a psychologist.

When I first got diagnosed, they ignored it but then I yr later they started to believe the diagnosis once I was out making a wreak of my life. I think my parents misunderstood aspergers for a long time and my mom for a while through it was something she or life experiance would fix it. And then once she learned I couldnt be fixed, now shes at the "why did you do this to me god" stage.

My mum used to expect more from me socially when I was a child. I can remember when I was aged 7-9 I went through a phase of not speaking to my classmates when they greeted me, not so much in school, but if I happened to pass them in the street or something. They used to say hello and I'd just give them a vague smile, then when they passed my mum got on to me, telling me that I should have said hello back. I know she might of been trying to help with my social skills, but criticising me didn't help, it just made me feel ashamed of myself. She should have been more understanding, and just helped with my social skills in a more encouraging way. I mean, I was diagnosed with AS at 8, so you can't expect too much from an 8-year-old child with AS. Social development takes time with any child, so it will be a little more delayed with an Aspie or Autistic child.

Also my mum used to act as though she wondered why I didn't have any friends when I was a teenager. I remember when I was about 15 and was hanging about in the house, my mum used to say, ''most kids of your age hang out on street corners with their mates!'' She also used to get a little sarcastic, like if the phone rang at week-ends or in school holidays and I asked who it was on the phone, my mum sometimes used to say, ''who do you expect it was? Your 'friends'?''

I did kind of make me feel worthless, as though she was fully aware of my AS but still expected me to have friends and be a normal kid. She's a bit more understanding now. When I was a kid, I denied my AS in front of my mum, so maybe she was like ''well if she thinks she hasn't got it then I will treat her like she hasn't got it''. Now I'm older I can sit down with my mum and talk about my AS more, which does us both good.

I didn't mean it in that sense, I meant that people with Asperger syndrome can become more knowledgeable about how to communicate and interact with other people and in that sense (choose to attempt to learn how to be more able to fit into a social environment. ) But if you notice I didn't even use the word CHOOSE and especially in upper casing as you put it, I said wishes to change which I meant attempt to learn how to act more like NTs so that I could create a wider social circle.
Perhaps if I had said (wishes to TRY and change) you might of understood what I was getting at, but no matter.

I've had the opposite problem on occasion - my parents going around telling other people I'm autistic unnecessarily just cause I do the slightest things.

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I was dx'ed last year. My mother could hardly believe it, because she associates AS with my nephew (who was dx'ed with autism as a child and later "upgraded" to AS when he started functioning better). My father has been on to me for not being able to find a job. I thought he would let me off more easily when I was dx'ed, but it only got worse. He says that now that I know of the symptoms, I could simply "hide" them. He also observed how "sociable" I was at a family get-together around Christmas (basically joking around with my brother) and doesn't see how a job interview could then be a problem.

Honestly, I'm not sure how they would react; I have not told them, yet.