IdahoRose wrote:
I constantly worry about my special interests. My constant worrying prevents me from indulging and enjoying them to the fullest extent.
You know, I have a similar problem, but kind of flipped on its head. I had a friend visiting, and we were talking what we had been doing lately, and she remarked "every time I come back, you're doing something new!" It was then that I realized that "normal" people only had
one thing that they were into, and they stuck with it. I starting going through my special interests, over and over again, trying to figure out which ones I could eliminate, so I could have one hobby/career path. But even though I like each one of them a lot, I couldn't imagine spending all of my time for the rest of my life working with just one of them.
This has been a very stressful past few years. I
still haven't narrowed it down, and I've recently decided that I don't want to. Where is it written that you can only love doing one thing? Nowhere. That's where.