What is this? is this a shut down?

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I just brushed my teeth and checked one more time to see how you were before I go to bed. I will give you a thorough response tomorrow but I think you and I have very much in common so I think we can definitely get you feeling better soon.

Thank you for your well wishes for my flu. I can't wait for it to end so that I can ski again.
I am going to send you a quick pm so please check it.

But get some sleep and we will talk more tomorrow.
Good night dear.

Okay so yesterday in the morning before school I tried to force myself to eat a cinnamon bagel I thought to myself just won't be so bad but then when I tried to eat the closer I thought it to my mouth the more nauseous I felt and then when I was sharing a iComm often and I felt like it was going to throw up right then and there and I only Ate about a fourth of it same with my lunch I ate about half of my sandwich.

When I got the school I feel really tired and kind of sick physically but my mood felt great something around the morning but then around 1130 I was trying to do work and I started feeling bad again At lunch I went down to the cafeteria to eat when I was walking to my table some girl called me over walked me over to this guy and told me that he liked me and wanted to go out with me or something and when I walked away she started laughing. It's odd because The day before I believe it was I was in the hall going to lunch and I had my earmuffs those things that look like headphones with out a cord and some random guy in the hall said something like this kid looks exactly like an ed kid or something like that he didn't say it directly at me but could tell who was talking about.

Anyway so I went to where they serve food order that water that was 16 ounces went to my table tried to eat my sandwich and half of it and then drink all the water and then left I went to this place called the college center with us in a quiet I guess and kids are supposed to but to me it was so loud even though there were about seven people in there.

Well there were a few people talking. Then I went to my English class. We were supposed to be taking our midterm but our teacher kept talking and some of the other kids kept talking that was mainly the teacher and the other kids were only talking with the teacher. I got annoyed and wanted to leave and go to the College center again so I did but it was even worse because there were more people in there.

Then after that I went to my 8th period Class italion. We were also supposed to be taking our midterms but everyone was talking I got some of it done but I'm going to do the rest on Tuesday.

Then after school my family went to a Chinese buffet and I don't really have much trouble eating. But by this point I was just exhausted. I went to bed and fell asleep around 10 o'clock but I kept waking up a few times in the night which I never usually do then I woke up at about 10 o'clock in the morning but through out the day I've been feeling exasted and kind of in a bad mood like I have a cold.

I practically have the same type of problem now. But I have these kind of things usually after or during a stressful period.
I'm in one right now actually. Been in there since tuesday I think. I usually have a strict diet, now I barely eat anything. I'm not motivated for anything. I lose every game I play, due to my lack of focus.
What helps for me is just relaxing. If you can't, don't give up, get through the stressful period. And relax after that. I screwed up my last final, because of this mood. I have mixed feelings about everything. I feel like playing games, but at the same time I don't. I am hungry but don't want to eat. I'm tired but don't want to go to bed.
But it'll probably be over in a week or so.. for me.