when i was at this outpatient treatment place a couple months ago, i think what happened was someone was telling me to do some stupid thing but I didn't want to, and then i like went into this rage where i hated everyone and everything, and I didn't want to talk to anyone and I attacked anyone who came near me.
i dunno if that's a shutdown or a meltdown or something but it kind of sounds like one
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