26 May 2015, 2:28 pm
rarebit wrote:
cavernio wrote:
All the foods that I associate with positive things I should not eat as they make me feel sick in the long run. This includes bread, cheese, chocolate, coffee, bacon or any other smoked meat, potatoes, alcohol, etc. If I have sex or masturbate when my mood is down it brings it down further when it's over.
These things are also addictive for me. Fulfilling addictions and cravings always seems to bring my mood down. I struggle with what to do with myself when not focussing on an addictive thing.
It is probably my lack of ability to stop a thing once its gone long past the pleasure point.
Threads like this always make me feel worse.
Whatever makes me feel positive always leads to a negative. My scales are never balanced.
These things are also addictive for me. Fulfilling addictions and cravings always seems to bring my mood down. I struggle with what to do with myself when not focussing on an addictive thing.
It is probably my lack of ability to stop a thing once its gone long past the pleasure point.
Threads like this always make me feel worse.
Whatever makes me feel positive always leads to a negative. My scales are never balanced.
You've identified that you take some things too far, you can recognise this point and stop, savour the moment.
My positives for the day are checking off three things from my list and that Snickers bars were on offer, so chocolate and nuts
"Good thing you can recognize how broken you are, that must feel nice! Oh YEAH, and this food that I LOVE that you cannot eat, OMG BEST PART OF MY DAY"
Yeah f**k you too
26 May 2015, 2:32 pm
cavernio wrote:
rarebit wrote:
cavernio wrote:
All the foods that I associate with positive things I should not eat as they make me feel sick in the long run. This includes bread, cheese, chocolate, coffee, bacon or any other smoked meat, potatoes, alcohol, etc. If I have sex or masturbate when my mood is down it brings it down further when it's over.
These things are also addictive for me. Fulfilling addictions and cravings always seems to bring my mood down. I struggle with what to do with myself when not focussing on an addictive thing.
It is probably my lack of ability to stop a thing once its gone long past the pleasure point.
Threads like this always make me feel worse.
Whatever makes me feel positive always leads to a negative. My scales are never balanced.
These things are also addictive for me. Fulfilling addictions and cravings always seems to bring my mood down. I struggle with what to do with myself when not focussing on an addictive thing.
It is probably my lack of ability to stop a thing once its gone long past the pleasure point.
Threads like this always make me feel worse.
Whatever makes me feel positive always leads to a negative. My scales are never balanced.
You've identified that you take some things too far, you can recognise this point and stop, savour the moment.
My positives for the day are checking off three things from my list and that Snickers bars were on offer, so chocolate and nuts
"Good thing you can recognize how broken you are, that must feel nice! Oh YEAH, and this food that I LOVE that you cannot eat, OMG BEST PART OF MY DAY"
Yeah f**k you too
You're hilarious lol
Now separate the you from the me!
26 May 2015, 2:50 pm
26 May 2015, 2:54 pm
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26 May 2015, 3:04 pm
26 May 2015, 3:09 pm
26 May 2015, 3:21 pm
cavernio wrote:
rarebit wrote:
cavernio wrote:
Funny, I was thinking the same thing about you.
So can I not enjoy something if you don't like it?
You're living in a self orientated delusion! Control you're anger, you might not be so bitter and twisted then!
Shall I guess that this thread will be closed soon too?
I am not telling you that you are one thing or telling you to savor problems. And orientated isn't a word.
I hope that makes sense to you
oh
Quote:
orientate
ˈɔːrɪənteɪt,ˈɒr-/
verb British
past tense: orientated; past participle: orientated
ˈɔːrɪənteɪt,ˈɒr-/
verb British
past tense: orientated; past participle: orientated
Look, I'm always positive, even in my deepest depression, but I do always have respect for others, but don't be fooled if you tell me to F off, I'll not sit idly by or panda to your tantrums!
Move on, don't let it get to you... Smile and ignore it! I really wasn't taking a pop
26 May 2015, 3:30 pm
26 May 2015, 3:34 pm
cavernio wrote:
"Look, I'm always positive, even in my deepest depression"
Yup.
I'm not having a tantrum.
Yup.
I'm not having a tantrum.
Life is just set of mathematical logic to me, true empathy doesn't come into to it, clinical honesty love!
Oh, yes you were, hence the swearing
I don't care, but understand it makes me laugh, so there's no point!
26 May 2015, 3:47 pm
26 May 2015, 3:49 pm
26 May 2015, 3:57 pm
27 May 2015, 9:31 pm
rarebit wrote:
cavernio wrote:
All the foods that I associate with positive things I should not eat as they make me feel sick in the long run. This includes bread, cheese, chocolate, coffee, bacon or any other smoked meat, potatoes, alcohol, etc. If I have sex or masturbate when my mood is down it brings it down further when it's over.
These things are also addictive for me. Fulfilling addictions and cravings always seems to bring my mood down. I struggle with what to do with myself when not focussing on an addictive thing.
It is probably my lack of ability to stop a thing once its gone long past the pleasure point.
Threads like this always make me feel worse.
Whatever makes me feel positive always leads to a negative. My scales are never balanced.
These things are also addictive for me. Fulfilling addictions and cravings always seems to bring my mood down. I struggle with what to do with myself when not focussing on an addictive thing.
It is probably my lack of ability to stop a thing once its gone long past the pleasure point.
Threads like this always make me feel worse.
Whatever makes me feel positive always leads to a negative. My scales are never balanced.
You've identified that you take some things too far, you can recognise this point and stop, savour the moment.
My positives for the day are checking off three things from my list and that Snickers bars were on offer, so chocolate and nuts
Please point out why that offended you so bad please?
EDIT: PM me if you prefer... but keeping it in the open may be best? Up to you...
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