YippySkippy wrote:
Sort of, I guess. I get frustrated in the same way he did, though, and I don't consider myself a person who has meltdowns. Maybe I'm wrong about that, but from other descriptions I've read meltdowns usually last longer and are more disabling. Perhaps I need to rethink what a meltdown looks like, though.
*spoilers*May have lasted a long time. He was told he was no longer needed and the job was over in the morning. He tried his usual (?) stimming with strobe light, loud music, and pressure rub to body. Again, I sometimes like to sit in loud bars with big screen TVs -- but for durations of my own choosing.
And/or
continuing a "treatment" taught by his father to build up his endurance, when he was in no frame of mind to push his envelop.
And I think both possibilities have a lot of plausibility.
And then he starts hitting himself.
and then maybe hours later . . .We just don't know. He is laying in the back of his truck kind of zenning and quietly meditating, coming back to himself, and getting ready to do his long range shooting. This at the ranching couple's house.