I wish I wasn't told about my diagnosis as a young child

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In my case, it isn't really a matter of age and time -- but a matter of state of emotion overall.
If I were to tell about my diagnosis during my best days, in a way it wasn't set up, I would've likely accepted it sooner instead of mulling about it, feeling betrayed about it.
Why? Because I had two internal opinions fighting back then: one says it's a relief of an explanation and it makes sense, and another says it shouldn't be that way and that's why people would betray me because of it. Since I got told off during one of my worst years, I ended up following the latter that time.


Weird. Why did I had the former's opinion during/before my teen years? Wasn't that supposedly for those who had found out about it later?
All I know it was my intuition on my part, instead of the latter's deduction that leads with the other conclusion.

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