Azureth wrote:
I have heard that people that are autistic have an even worse chance of becoming addicted to smoking/drinking and the like than NT people. I believe I am. I have been a smoker for the past 8 years, and have a smoke every 30-40 minutes. Even my friends say I smoke like a freight train. Far as drinking, I have drank a lot with friends over the years, causing many blackouts, like I always hear them say they know when their limit is, but I don't get that. If say there are 2-3 beers/shots left I feel compelled to drink them.
I haven't done much "partying" or drinking liquor for quite awhile now, but for the past 1 1/2 years I have gotten into a "routine" wherein I drink a six pack every night while watching youtube/netflix. I am also physically disabled and live in an apt with a roommate and am on SSI. Of course, I realize all of it is bad, and even for NT people can become addicted, but I know I get into this thinking of "I'll stop when x happens" or "I'll stop at y date". Obviously it doesn't happen. Any thoughts?
Not sure, at least for me the only thing I really got 'addicted' to was klonopin I was prescribed for anxiety...after a bit found I couldn't stop taking the damn things constantly also was having a lot of mental turmoil. After one particularly bad night I went to the psych ward to get off of those and because I was feeling a bit suicidal.
As for alcohol I have certainly had periods of drinking too much on a regular basis...but no addiction, I've never struggled to stop/reduce drinking when I choose to. More like being in a bad mental state, knowing I was drinking too much and not caring enough to do anything about it was my problem...not addiction. Anymore I mostly stick to beer, cider or wine when I drink...with the occasional shots and mixed drinks.
As for smoking I do smoke cigarettes and have not been able to totally stop but I don't smoke as many cigarettes as a lot of smokers...also I have been using a vape device as an alternative to further reduce cigarette smoking.
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