Way too often I am in the minority and I correctly feel like I can't change something or someone that is getting on my nerves
Homophobic precious lil "people", "be true to yourself". Idiots outnumbered and overpowered me
Frustrated and annoyed
A long time ago exhausted all the options
Even everyday noise startles, scares, annoys, bothers me
Lil dips**ts keep misunderstanding me
A psychologist told me that if you have a situation , think of what you want, and how to get there
The statement is correct, but
I am paranoid personality disorders. Concerned. Worried. Intimidated. Scared. That the situation could get worse if I try and fail, to
fix it
For example, some ass hole at REI had the nerve to tell me that I "stole" something. On a previous occasion
. And I told him,
No that is wrong
. And he said ,
ok
. Which is not sufficient or an apology. Wrongful accusations is a really big deal
in a court of law
. But lawyers
$,600 hour and lawsuit take 2 years. He correctly assumed that I don't have the $$ to deal with a civil lawsuit. However I also don't have the energy either
For example someone was barking "fa***t" and "b***h" at me. If I corrected them they might shoot me with a gun
Seriously I feel so overwhelmed and unprepared
Idiots are not as predictable as they appear to be
Although pattern recognition
Idiots have more friends, energy, $$$ than me
It does not matter, functionally, if they are legally or morally wrong
It's a competition that they will always win, because they have more resources
f**k homophobic ass holes
They make me uptight and exhausted
f**k mister redelings
f**k Jeanne Courtney
They act like they have never done anything wrong before and "the meaning of life is
helping people!"
Mussolini was helping the Gestapo
Be more specific
Not all "helping people" is
purple heart award
Not all "hurting people" is Mandated Reporter
Dark side
Long arm of the law
Oversimplified