skibum wrote:
When I hear it, it makes life particularly challenging because I never get a break from it and nothing I do will stop it or quiet it and it just compounds the already massively sensory overload challenges that I have to deal with every single day. It really is unbearable. I feel like I am losing my mind, like every moment of my life I am going to snap.
I tried aluminium foil to a limited effect. Eventually my hearing for the range they were using became damaged so I more feel the vibrations of it today. It makes one feel ill with it.
I noticed specific people were targetted. I understand targeting me because I am hyper aware of my surroundings. I may not say it, but I notice things that other people do not.
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