If you wrote an autobiography

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I've actually written one. The publisher liked it and shortlisted it, but the team could only pick 3 out of 30 and so although she pitched its merits to her staff it didn't make it. But she says I must try other publishers, as she said she said I clearly have a gift for writing.

It's a general story about growing up from the pre-school years and covering every part of my life including the PTSD which eventually led to my AS diagnosis and everything since. It includes some anecdotes about my BF, some poetry, a tribute to my beloved Min Pin Benji who helped me emotionally through an incredibly tough time, and some excerpts from my fantasy book for kids, and from my blogs. There's also a large part describing the spectrum in detail, and tribute paid to a number of folk who are on the spectrum and who have made the world a better place.

If I were to write a book about my life with autism I don't think it would be an autobiography. Words are a necessary chore to me and not my way to communicate my memories and inner world as my deep think is not in words. I have often enjoyed reading about others stories and learned something in from them, but some I thought were so deluded I'm not sure what I thought. I believe every human needs to be known and be understood and accepted and validated, but an autobiography seems so personal and yet impersonal at the same time.

I'm not sure I understand why so many people on the spectrum feel such a strong urge to invest so much time and energy into writing their personal story. Is it the process and journey or self-discovery itself regardless of the end product? Or is it the hope of acceptance and validation. Is it a selfless gift to the world - to the unknown readers who the author will never know even read your story or how it effected them. Once someone reads your story, it no longer becomes yours, it becomes another story which disturbs me somewhat if they get it completely wrong. Does that bother anyone? For those who have invested themselves into writing their personal story please enlighten me.

In my case, I think it could hopefully carry some relevance to the autistic community but telling the story of being raised in a dysfunctional family. My father was a heavy drinker and was mentally absent my entire childhood and youth, and my mother abused me (threats of suicide, gaslighting, and so on). My father also physically abused my mother in front of me and appears to have raped her on at least one occasion. Writing an autobiographical story about how to survive that from an Aspie point of view could hopefully provide some guidance for both parents and children.

My book would be a fiction based-on truth.

my book would be a true story which others would read as fiction or the writings of a delusional fantasist,
not because what i would write would be based on delusion but my life has had some very bizarre events
which can only be described as delusion to the onlooker, even though they are completely true.

I guess that's what you get for helping someone in politics. Instead of thanks. I got gang bullied on an international scale. but there ya go. i still live.

Mine would be too much of an epic for readers to take seriously, so no.

However, a potential one could focus on my adolescent years and how I had no proper masculine figure to guide me through that particular period in my life.

I was diagnosed when I was 13, approximately one year after my father passed at the age of 43.

He passed the day after I turned 12 and when word spread at my school, a pair of bullies saw it as an opportunity to make my middle school years even worse. Two teachers decided to join in, believing I made it all up to try and get attention for myself.

When I was diagnosed, I had no idea what my specialist was talking about.