Hmmm, there's two ways to look at this.
I'm very happy with my near compulsive obsession with order, I like having my lists, and schedules. I wouldn't want to change it, because the thought of not living like that is scary. However, it doesn't work well with others, as it makes me rather inflexible, and that's a major social hinderance. So I wish the rest of the world would be "cured", but that's not going to happen, so I wonder if I should sacrifice it. It's a moot point because I can't anyway, but the idea is that there's things I don't want to change that are holding me back anyway. As I get older, I can come to terms with it easier, and instead of being bothered by the dissonance between my personality and desire for social acceptance, I embrace my (natural) personality over (forced) social interaction.
I do wish I could stop biting my nails, and could project a confidant attitude. There's nothing to be gained there, and it sure holds me back professionally.
Overall I'm pretty satisfied though.
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O Wonder! How many goodly creatures there are here! How beauteous mankind is!