Body Dysmorphic Disorder stemming from AS?

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I have always struggled with nutrition problems mostly because im obsessed with it. I go through faises where i try to lose as musch weight as i can by starving and occasionally (im so ashamed) making myself vomit. See people use to say i was solid looking when i was a kid and i took that to mean fat so even as a kid i talked nonstop about fat, calories and what foods were outlawed from touching my lips. luckily it has never gotten to far as. as soon as people start saying im scrawny looking i desperately try to build my muscle. Lately iv been rock smashing its a hobby of mine, and i think right now one of the reasons im not getting employed is because they think im weak. Im not vain please noone say i am but i just want to be liked. im a healthy weight right now im 46 kilograms and im 155 centimeters but the weight training is making me lose weight cause i really hate eating and strangely im feeling happy even though i know all my hard efforts to build my muscles is going to waist. So yes peoples opinions affect how i perceive myself

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Well I did not want to mention it, but, your eyes, both of them, and then on your head, hair, at least it hides your ears. Perhaps if you combed it forward, cover that black scar on your left lower lip? You just look so pink and girl like, know what I mean?

Then there is what you wear, they make these big feed sacks, real big, you can get them at the mill. why, cut a couple of eye holes, and you could pass without notice anywhere, as long as you don't go out to eat. Women invented the Burkka. They should also wear gloves, no mittens, leaving their hands sticking out like that, what is the world coming to?

I am glad you show common sense, gain forty pounds and I will trade two camels for you. They are not really good camels, but one of them may live for a few more years.

I have been to many markets where women are sold, you would bring a good price, can you dance?

If the flesh is taken, I still like what is inside.

It would be very improper to speak of someone's mother, a woman in a commited relationship, as a Total Hottie, I would never say such a thing, no matter my private thoughts. More of a good thing is better.

I think maybe whats Inventor saying is that you are hottie, but that he shouldn't say so because you are a mother and in comitted relationship. But what do i know. Maybe what he's saying is that he wants to buy you for two camels. or maybe I should just be quiet

Hm, don't know how relevant what I'm to say is, but:
I've got Anorexia Nervosa. I do blame this partly on my AS. Because to me it's a coping mechanism to help me handle everything that I can't face in life, and my life is bad because of my AS, hence; AS is the villain. Also, I'm obsessed with weight, calories, food and nutrition. And controlling my food intake is a way of creating structure in my life - something that my family and surrounding lacks. I'm told I have BDD, though I'm not diagnosed. My AS has also always made me an outsider, which has made me very uncertain and self-hating. So naturally, I've been harbouring very negative thoughts about myself.

That's all I can contribute in this matter.