However, I do understand the desire to start anew. There have been times on WP when I've wished I could start over to erase some negative impressions I have made, to have a clean slate free of the record of foolish things I have said or people I have slighted. I've also occasionally wished I could have a different name- I registered as Orwell when I was in a very cynical mood and often wish I was not bound by that decision, but as we all know creating duplicate accounts is not allowed here.
morriganinoregon wrote:
when ever I move from one city to another I change my name and my hair color and start all over again. Only after about 18 months it starts to buckle under and I start to lose my balance with keeping all the social situations, the people that have gotten close, the job, the bills and by three years ( at the most) I have to move again and start all over. I have done this for over 30 years and always wondered why. I always was me, eventually.
I even see it happening here, too.
This is largely why I never even considered going to university close to home. I wanted a fresh start, and I've thankfully gotten that at a university 1200 miles from my hometown, where no one knows me and I can forge a fresh identity for myself.
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