CockneyRebel wrote:
If anybody were to try to do that to me, I would have fought back, with all of my strength. I don't like to be dominated, in any way.
That's exactly what I did in response to that. Mostly involuntarily. It got me rougher treatment, both physically and in terms of them standing around insulting me more (one time I even got accused of being on PCP when I've never touched the stuff). It's also one of the dangerous aspects of restraint because it puts people who react like that, at higher risk of heart failure and other dangerous physical reactions to restraints, because of how worked up the body gets and the fact that it can't move. And, in the end, they just call more and more people, pile them on top of you, until... like in my case I was a short, thin girl and they would have large grown men sit on me.
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