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Pook
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02 Oct 2008, 10:33 am

I know I've always had pa's and high anxiety. I didn't know everyone didn't feel that as well and I only found out I have undiagnosed Aspergers less then a year ago.

I feel panic sometimes just walking out the door knowing I have fence around our yard and it feels so open :roll: And it builds thinking about all the activities I may have to do today especially since my baby is getting older.

Don't know about you, but I have poor eyecontact often and rarely run into people were I don't have Social Phobia and can interact with them ok. Therapy hasn't helped all that much and meds have helped, but not to the degree I desire for them too. Hang on you're not alone :wink: (Hug)



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02 Oct 2008, 4:17 pm

dear pook- thank you for your relpy! kind of good, but sad to know others feel it all too. i have a balcony outside my flat- a big rectangular area, and a really tiny bit- the tiny area beng teh only bit i use, since the rest feels really exposed. like people frmo the other houses nearby could shoot at me if they want... thats not how i think, but just how i feel; i so understand about your yard!
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Pook
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03 Oct 2008, 10:43 am

Thanks :)

I would love to have a fence built around the yard so my daughter and dog could run and play. We don't have much privacy, but fencing is expensive and our older house is always needing something :lol:
I grew up on a farm with neighbors a mile plus away so I suppose I was spoiled. Am still hoping to move someday to a house outside of town. I can hear a neighbor clearing their throat that lives a few houses down and across from our large yard. I have sensory integration problems so I would love to have a place with a bit more peace and quiet.



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04 Oct 2008, 6:13 am

yes! i LONG for a house with massives of land around it. i live ina small flat, with thin partition walls. i hear my neighbours cough, pee; everything,not to mention speaking, door slammming etc. ear plugs help, though if you are a parent- maybe not the best idea!!
fingers crossed for lottery win today! ;-)