ephemerella wrote:
Is the "paranoia" from social anxiety -- having negative expectations after having experienced abusive social behavior, is that really paranoia, or is it simply low expectations (reading, interpreting bullying, lying and betrayal into other people's behavior too much).
I dunno. I was bullied and manipulated to an extent at school and college, and those people who weren't getting at me treated me like I was from another planet most of the time, (which was probably fair enough; I was very weird), so I guess that pushed paranoia on me.
I find it spills over though, beyond the point where experience would have me worry about something. Experience says "be worried about someone", paranoia says "I know I'm right to worry about someone!" and usually (in my case, these days) turns out afterwards to be not only unfounded, but idiotically unfounded. I'll attribute motives to someone that make no sense, and believe in them totally. It's very annoying, but as with most things I think I'm slowly growing out of it.
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