millie wrote:
i feel love MOST fully and intensely when the object (person) of my love is NOT physically present. when they are present and in close proximity - i get overwhelmed. i have wondered if this is an AS thing or not. I do not mean that i succumb to fanasy about the object of my love. what i mean is that i can process or feel more subtle emotions most clearly and fully in isolation. when others are around, i have meltdowns and get overwhelmed by the intensity of exchanges, communications and feelings all happening at once. and so, i cannot feel love -- just mosly confusion and overhwelm and pressure.
they depart and i can really connect with how much i care for them and how deeply important they are to me.
anyone else experience this?
yes, i've felt that way with my last couple of partners.
25 Dec 2008, 5:08 am
