BelindatheNobody wrote:
...Then again, I'm not "independent"....
neither am I, although my parents often think I am... I am independant in a couple of ways, and I am an excellent cook, I just find it hard to do most of the things for a normal day to day survival. I cannot cook unless it is my duty and employment to cook. I need the company of others otherwise I will start to mentally deteriorate, as I experienced at the end of last semester. I also need, and I hope I will someday find a good wife to fill this role, a person who can guide my life forward, as I cannot do much on my own, I am high maintenance for others around me, but thats not because I need it for my ego, I need it because I cannot do those things for myself. While I can cook, I need someone else to do it for me. While I can clean, again, I need someone else to do it for me. There are a lot of things like that, and my parents don't realize it. I am going to try to switch to a traditional style residence for my next semester which could be hard to do, but then I will get a meal plan and not have to cook myself. My trouble will be keeping clean, both my room and myself. I love to shower, but I often push it off till later. I love to game, but even that takes a while to find the will to do. I want a dog just as a companion, but without someone else to help me look after it, it would just be a misused animal that would suffer from attention deprivation. I spend a lot of time doing nothing, because I don't know what else to do. I hate certain things about life, and lack of social ability to make some good friends is one of them. I need more people around me, and if I switch into the other type of residence, I will have less human contact than before. Worst part is that my parents expect me to move out of their home when I am done school, and unless I have someone to move in with, this would be suicide, I couldn't live with such limited human contact.