benjimanbreeg wrote:
If your depressed, things aren't working how they are. So you need to make changes.
Sometimes, you may feel as though making those changes won't amount to anything. Sometimes you may feel as though your best won't be good enough.
I can rationally understand that trying is better than giving up and doing nothing because you don't have anything to lose by trying anyway, but sometimes, so many variables enter the equation that I find it difficult to make a plan or schedule for myself to get anything done.
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As for the loneliness thing, I feel lonely often enough. Like MissConstrue, I know I've only myself to blame for that, because usually I let my classmates approach ME for friendship- and now I'm out of school, moved to another city, lost contact with my old friends, haven't enrolled in university yet (because of my depression intervening)- but I believe I'll make friends when I finally do go to university.
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