CyclopsSummers wrote:
Yes, I have trouble getting things started myself, which has especially been a thorn in my side for the last five years, though outside factors have also played a part in that. I find that the main reason I end up not getting things started - or, like Amicitia, not getting things finished that I have started - is a fear of failure.
While I'm sure a lot of people are afraid of failure, I think I actually have a fear of
success. I'm so afraid that someday I'll get all the things I thought I wanted, and find out they don't really make me happy.